Oh it's what you'll do
So I had a first tonight. I'm not proud of it but now I do know that it feels better after it happens. The door was practically opened for me a few minutes ago. But I have to say that I feel decent. I feel a little bad though because I did call this girl that I've liked for a long time and left a few messages. She is currently dating someone and I don't want to be that guy to break up things. Although I don't think I could if I even tired.
